Suicide - A Dead End Street (II)

Suicide - A Dead End Street (II)- Good Morning! - We need to understand that we do not just consist of a physical layer but of several different ones. When we die there's a certain rest energy that gradually starts withdrawing from the physical shell from the feet upwards into the chest and ultimately the forehead (3rd eye). As the warmth slowly escapes, the soul or spiritual core retreats simultaneously. Thousands of NDEs, short for Near Death Experiences have proven time and time again that while the physical existence is in grave jeopardy and the outcome is all but clear, those souls perceive themselves as light and sometimes even translucent beings seemingly entirely detached from their bodies as they go about temporarily visiting strangely bizarre places inhabited or frequented by deceased loved ones. Those who return into their havocked bodies do so because they are either given a choice or are simply sent back. We really need not be afraid of dying once we leave our present life behind as we are definitely immortal on soul level. My conviction does not just stem from books and accounts but primarily results from having partially left my body on waking from naps back in 1997. This onset of a few involuntary OBEs or Out of Body Experiences scared me to death but at the same time provided me with the necessary insight into the fields of Astral Projection by pushing open that specific door. I went on reading even more about the nature and origin of souls and stumbled across reports from the beyond dealing with souls that ended their own lives, sending chills down my spine and leaving me awestruck. Some souls had just not understood that their irrational actions would not delete the anguish and drama in their lives for real but actually raise the painful awareness that they themselves still existed but could no longer undo their suicide attempts. Others were desperately trying to slip back into their dying bodies but had to finally accept the kind of reality they had just created for themselves. There are many souls that disengage abruptly and momentarily even feel positive and relieved that they had just stripped off the ball and chain only to succumb to the hurtful realization that their final strike had been null and void in the long run. One of the accounts that burnt itself into my mind forever was of a 17 year- old who had committed suicide to primarily punish his parents. The moment he severed the umbilical or silver cord between his body and soul, that lad found himself in a state of absolute shock and desperate frenzy imploring to his spirit guides and other higher beings of the council that he might be enabled to rewind his last steps. Unfortunately his wish was not granted, so he asked to be put through to his parents to transmit a message. With the help of a medium he could finally convey the whole story to his heartbroken family followed by his truly heartfelt apologies. I was crying my eyes out while I was reading that. Some suicidal souls regret going that far but apparently sought that sort of experience. Don't ask me why but learning what it means or rather feels to inflict such terrible pain on oneself and others may alleviate and facilitate future reincarnations. - What happens to those souls? Well, both the theories as well as the personal reports seem to differ with respect to this question which may be explained by the varying degree of awareness and developmental stage the souls are in. I have read that most desperate souls are kept in a place which is described as sparse, barren, grey, and rather unpleasant for as long as their physical life- span was cosmically designed for. The state of mind is actually reported to be quite frightening and can in some cases even be compared to desperately trying to wake up and stay awake under the influence of narcotics or alcohol. In the meantime the souls are worked on and healed externally. Lots of suicide candidates of higher spiritual rank realize their mistake and urge to reincarnate right away to give it another and most of all better shot which is often clearly premature and rather destructive for higher souls just need their fair share of healing as well. - Anyway whatever reasons or motives a soul may experience as far as killing itself, we should always lend an ear to whoever seriously asks for help. However, those who decide to never change the outcome of their crises need to be let go off for the sake of one's own sanity. As hard as this may sound, we have to accept that it is always their way of dealing with issues and nobody will ever be able to stop them from doing what they think is right for them. We all have a choice - in fact every minute of the day- to stop wallowing in that pool of endless negativity which will send everybody in a tail spin. Sadly chemical imbalances are often responsible for such sudden irrational acts even though some attempts appear to have been premeditated upon for a while. Quite surprisingly, most of us are chemically imbalanced one way or another, but it is still in our hands what we make of life in general. Think positively and act accordingly. What we can still do for those tormented souls though is pray and lead them into the light so they can finally go home.